Bienvenue!
Hey guys, I’m back! If you used to follow my previous blog MADE MUSE then you’re already a little familiar with me and my content. If not, then no worries you’re getting a more unique perspective of me here. It is my full intention to share my outlook on life that may perhaps inspire you to read more, travel, eat better, and practice love of self in order to ascend to your highest being.
At my core I believe BALANCE is essential to the preservation and progression of life, all life. If you are not evolving you are regressing and regression leads to extinction. So do you know which phase you are in? Are your finances, family, health, and mental wellness aligned? If not, I am here to help you do just that. For all of my adult years I’ve been a mother. Constantly taking care of someone else before I knew what it meant to take care of myself. It felt like a rat race.
Behind-because my personal choices placed me there: Ahead- because my deep lust for knowledge could never keep me there.
During this phase it felt like things were never in alignment. I worked entirely too much, isolated myself for large periods of time, sometimes drank too much when I finally was “off” mom duty- all while finishing a college education because that was expected of you (before you “ruined” your life becoming a teen mom). I wanted to prove to myself that I could do it all, and I did. But truth is I still didn’t FEEL like I was accomplishing anything. I had student debt, too many bills, always 2 jobs when 1 didn’t pay enough and I just lacked direction.
The only real destination I had in mind was RICH.
If any of this sounds way too familiar just wait, it gets better. I started reading again, the one thing that always brought me comfort and clarity. My mindfulness was triggered and I set some intentions. Intentions created to heal and became the start to developing a plan. I would focus on my problems. This is so different from dwelling on them. The process of acknowledging them followed by an action to conquer them keeps them from accumulating in nature. This meant paying off large debt and not re-accruing it. It meant making travel plans to feed my soul. Above all, it meant seeking more knowledge-because ignorance was way too expensive- and applying it all to restore the BALANCE that I once lost. And while that may sound “hard”, it was. Life is hard when you’re surviving it by only playing defense. Once I caught my offensive momentum there was no stopping it and by the time I looked up I was staring at her. This girl, no woman- with her olive reflection and determined eyes; beat the odds. A mother, a wife, a boss and a muse. MY MUSE.